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  • Aug 12
  • United Kingdom
  • Deviant for 9 years
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My Bio
BORN IN WEST HAM,EAST END OF LONDON,AT THE SUNSET OF EMPIRE AND THE DAWNING OF THE AGE OF NEFARIOUS -A PRECOCIOUS CHILD AND LITTLE CHANGED SINCE.I AM OR HAVE BEEN A MUSICIAN,MARKETING MARVEL,WRITER,COMPOSER,FIGHTER,SUBVERSIVE,DEVIANT,COMPOSER,BOTANIST,BIKER,DJ,HUSBAND,PHOTOGRAPHER,GARDENER,PAINTER,FATHER,TAXI-DRIVER,STEPFATHER,ILLUSTRATOR,CRIMINAL,BROTHER,LOVER,ENTOMOLOGIST,HERBALIST,TAROTREADER,ANARCHIST,SOCIALIST,SHAMAN,ORNITHOLOGIST,FEENIAN,CRICKETER,WALKER,CARER,GOLFER,WEST HAM SUPPORTER,GAMECREATOR,LOST,CERTAIN,SCREWED,WICKED,DRUNK,LONELY,HAPPY,DEPRESSED,HURT,SPITEFUL,CRUEL,TENDER,THERE,CONFUSED,EXTRAORDINARY,EVIL,STONED,LOVED,FEARED,DESPISED,DELIGHTED AND I'M BEGINNING TO BELIEVE THAT THERE'S PLENTY MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM OH YES-I LIVE NOW AS I HAVE FOR THE VAST MAJORITY OF MY LIFE IN NORFOLK.AFTER SOME SMALL SUCCESSES IN VARIOUS FIELDS OF THE CREATIVE CALLING I WITHOUT ANY PRIOR DESIRE OR PLAN,AFTER TAKING A CALLCENTRE JOB AS ALAST RESORT,DISCOVERED A DEMON SALESMANIPULATOR AND MARKETINGTHING INSIDE ME-TO SUCCEED ANDTHEN TO JUST CONTINUALLY IMPROVE DEMANDED A KEEN AND CONSTANT CREATIVITY AND THE MONEY AND THE KUDOS WHICH CAME WITH IT SERVED TO FUEL ME EVER ONWARD GRATIFYING ABOVE ALL THINGS MY LEO EGO LIKE NEVER BEFORE NOR SINCE-BUT 12 YEARS OF DRUG DRINK SEX AND EGO DRIVEN DELERIUM TOOK THEIR TOLL-NOT ON ME PER SE-BUT THOSE CLOSE TO ME AND THE EMOTIONAL FALLOUT AND HURT INSIDE LEFT ME TOO MESSED UP TO REMAIN OUT OF CONTROL BUT IN ABSOLUTE COMMAND-AND THEN AFTER THE ONSET OF A LONG AND ONLY EVER WORSENING ILLNESS IN MY OLDER BROTHER AND WITH TWO AGEING AND ONE INFIRM PARENT(S)IT BEHOVED ME TO BECOME HIS FULLTIME CARER AND MOVE TO LIVE WITH HIM-A DRASTIC AND SUDDEN DOWNTURN OF PESONAL AND PECUNIARY CIRCUMSTANCE.AND THOUGH I STUBBORNLY STAYED A HEDONIST OF ZEALOT PROPORTIONS I ALSO REDISCOVERED MY MUSE-NEVER BEFORE,NOR ASYET,SINCE HAVE I EXPERIENCED SUCH AN UNCEASING TSUNAMI OF,LARGELY MUSICAL,EJACULATION-THIS AT THE VERY DAWN/SCHOOLRUN OF THE WEB AND ALL THOSE DIGITALLY DRIVEN OPPORTUNITIES IT PROMISED,ESPECIALLY TO SOME ONE AS INFLEXIBLE,INDULGENT,SELFOBSESSED BUT ALSO INDOLENT AND INTOLERANT AS ME-TRUTH IS I HAVE A WHOLE FUCKING ARCHIVE OF STUFF RECORDED,ENGINEERED AND MADE ON LO-FI ANALOG D-STUFF WHICH IS OF TOO LOW QUALITY OR UNDISCIPLINED AND UNGOVERNED TO BE VIABLE-I HAVE TRIED TO REMIX REMASTER AND RE-EDIT DIGITALLY BUT WHAT I NEED TO DO IS TO START ALLOVER AGAIN USING THE DIGITAL TECHNIQUES I HAVE BECOME QUITE ADEPT IN-CUTTING OUT THE DEADWOOD AND THE OVERKILL TO CREATE A BODY OF WORK WHICH I KNOW HAS AN INHERENT AND INTRINSIC QUALITY AND MERIT-EXCEPT THAT NOW OR RATHER SOME YEARS AGO AS I OBTAINED THE HARD AND SOFTWARE AND THE WHEREWITHAL TO FACILITATE MY DREAMS I FOUND THAT YEARS OF LISTENING TO,SINGING,PLAYING,REJIGGING AND RE-PLAYING THOSE SONGS,CYCLES,SUITES AND THEMES TIME AND TIME WITHOUT NUMBER HAD LEFT ME BEREFT OF DRIVE,WILL,ENERGY,ENTHUSIASM AND ABOVE ALL-THE JOY NEEDED TO TAKE THINGS TOWARD THEIR DESERVED DENOUEMENT-THUS IN STASIS BUT IN THE HOPE OF THE WEAK-WILLED AND WASTERLY ARSE THAT I AM MY MAGNUMCANON REMAINS.I FURTLE AND FIDDLE WITH (PRETTY GOOD)BEATDRIVEN MIXES AND OTHER BASTARDS TOONS INSTEAD OR SPEND HOURS ON A COMPUTER TO PRODUCE SOME PASTICHE WHICH I COULD HAVE CREATED BETTER AND QUICKER WITH PAPER,CRAYON AND A LITTLE MORE ORIGINALITY.A FEW YEARS AGO MY BROTHER DIED AND A FEW YEARS BEFORE THAT I MET MY PRESENT LADYWIFE-WHO NOW NEEDS A FULLTIME CARER FOR HER LIFETIME OF HEALTH AND WELLPERSON ISSUES-WHICH IS FINE-THAT IS WHAT LOVING SOMEBODY SOMETIMES REQUIRES,BUT LIVING IN A RURAL DUSTBOWL ON BENEFIT LEVELS CONSIDERED INADEQUATE 20 YEARS AGO FOR MANY YEARS NOW SERVES TO DIMINISH NOT ONLY ONES SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT AND WORTH,BUT ALSO IN AVERY REAL SENSE,MATERIALLY,SOCIALLY,EMOTIONALLY AND CONNECTIVELY FROM RETAINING OR REGAINING IT.THEN I FOUND DEVIANT ART AND ALLITS DEVIANT DEVIATIONALISTS-IT SHOWED ME WHAT I COULD DO-WHAAT I SHOULD DO AND WHAT I HAD TO DO TO COMPETE WITH THE PRODUCT POURING OUT FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD-SO I HAVE HAD NO SCHOOLING IN ANY FIELD OF VISUAL ARTS ACADEMICALLY-NOR HAVE I THE TRAINING IN THE APPLICATION OF DIGITAL METHODS FOR GRAPHIC DESIGN AND EXPRESSION,NOR HAVE I ACCESS TO THE PROFESSIONAL QUALITY SOFTWARE THAT MANY TAKE FOR GRANTED BUT I CAN AND I WILL USING A MIX OF FREEBIE FILL-INS ANALOG ACCESSORIES MY OWN CREATIVE FACULTIES AND ANY OTHER MEANS BE NOT ONLY COMPETING AND COMPARABLE WITH THE MOST,MANY AND THE ALL-I WILL BE CREATING MATERIAL OF RARE WONDER,SINGULARITY,BEAUTY,PROFUNDITY,PROFANITY DEPTH,DEPRAVITY AND,OF COURSE DOWNRIGHT DEVIANT SPLENDOUR THAT EVEN I WILL BE TAKEN ABACK-AND BY SUCH DEGREES SHALL I RISE AND CLIMB BACK TO THAT PLACE WHERE ONE ONCE AGAIN FINDS PURPOSE AND WHERE ONE REALLY DOES BEGIN TO MAKE ONES OWN LUCK-TO EACH THEIR OWN MEASUREMENT OF HOPE AND GROWTH-MINE'S AT THE GRASPING AT STRAWS AND AVOIDING THE CRACKS STAGE-NOW I FEL,HOWEVER SMALL OR UNIMPORTANT IT SEEMS TO OTHERS, THAT THERE IS A UNIVERSE STILL THERE WHERE I LEFT IT AND A WORLD FILLED WITH ARSEHOLES AND SOULS JUST LIKE ME-WELL,QUITE LIKE ME ANYWAY..HOPE ALL THATS BIO ENOUGH..ME?I'M JUST WARMING UP!

Favourite Visual Artist
BOSCH ,TERRY GILLIAM,PETER BLAKE,BARBARA HEPWORTH,FRANCES WAIN,RIHARD DADD,MONET,DAVID BAILEY,
Favourite Movies
APOCALYPSE NOW,BEETLEJUICE,BRASSED OFF,BRIEF ENCOUNTER,SILENT RUNNINGS,CLOUD ATLAS,MOONRISE KINGDOM,CRYING GAME,LONG GOOD FRIDAY,IF,9 1/2 WEEKS,WALKABOUT,BARBARELLA,DELICATESSAN,HOLE IN THE HEAD,MUCH MANGA ANIME AND NICK PARK STUFF,P'TANGYANG,ABIGAILSPART
Favourite TV Shows
ZCARS,UFO,DR.WHO,WORLD AT WAR,THE SWEENEY,TWIN PEAKS,BUFFY,STEPTOE AND SON,REGINALD PERRIN,THE AVENGERS,THE PRISONER,I CLAUDIUS,HOMELAND,FARSCAPE,MONKEY,
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
BOWIE,BJORK,T.REX,BLACK SABBATH,TALKINGHEADS,KYLIE,KILLERS,JOHNNYCASH,ROYORBISON,NICKCAVE,KATEBUSH,BLONDIE,HUSKYRESCUE,L.COHEN,AMYWINEHOUSE,DORISDAY,ROXYMUSIC,AQUA,LONNIEDONEGAN,DANCEMUSICOLDANDNEW,ALANJACKSON,DOLLYPARTON,TOMWAITS,ME,ARIANEGRANDE,ARCADEFI
Favourite Books
WISDEN,WINDINTHEWILLOWS,HOBBERDYDICK,THE SMILEY BOOKS,THE RIPLEY BOOKS,ILLUMINATUSTRILOGY,DUNE,LAROUGE ET LENOIR,MASTER AND MARGARITA,COLD COMFORT FARM,NEWNES HOUSEHOLD ENCYCLOPEDIA CIRCA 1948,DISCWORLDSERIES,COMMUNION,CLOUDATLAS,THE MOLESWORTHBOOKS,CWR
Favourite Writers
LECARRE,HIGHSMITH,DICKENS,TS ELIOT,GRAHAM GREENE,TENNESSEEWILLIAMS,PRATCHETT,FAY WELDON,NIVEN-POURNELLE,FITZGERALD,RODDY DOYLE,COLERIDGE,EVELYN WAUGH,SOMERSET-MAUGHAM,JT EDSON,NOBAKOV,SARAH WALTERS,PD JAMES,
Favourite Games
NO INDOOR,DIGITAL OR BOARD ONES REALLY-SOME YEARS AGO TO MY HORROR I GOT INTO GOLF ON THE PS-SO MUCH SO I BEGAN PLAYING AND LOVING THE REAL GAME,PRIOR TO WHICH I HAD ABHORRED!
Favourite Gaming Platform
CERTAIN LOCAL PUBS'N'CLUBS ON A SATURDAY NIGHT-WHERE GTA,COD,TOMB RAIDER,MORTAL COMBAT AND BUBBLEWITCH COLLIDE
Tools of the Trade
AS MUCH FREE ARTS AND GRAPHICS AND RECORDING SOFTWARE AS POSS-ALL I CAN AFFORD-SO I OFTEN WIND UP USING THE MOST VIABLE APPLICATION OR TOOL FROM MAYBE A DOZEN DIFFERENT PROGS ON 1 PROJECT+PENSPENCILSPAPERSPASTELSPAINTSINKSSTAMPSSTENCILSPHOTOSFOUND,ETC
Other Interests
I REFER YOU TO THE STREAM OF CONCSIOUSHIT EARLIER-BUT WOULD LIKE TO ADD:MIXING,DANCING,COOKING,QUANTUM MECHANICS,CRAFTING,EROTICA,RADIO RATHER THAN TV ESP.R4,CATS,WARMACHINES,MODEL MAKING,PSYCHOTROPICS,SOCIOPATHY,HISTORY AND HERSTORY TOO.
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Inframental1 Inframental1http://yourlisten.com/NIC.SHEWRY/inframental-1x CLICK ON LINK TO HEAR 3 HOURS OF MAD MAGNIFICENT MAGIC-CHECK OUT MY RHIANNON S&M REMIX-BE AS AMAZED AS ME
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Some day that day today.First off though I wonder if anyone seeing this,if anyone sees it,has been involved in building web-sites?Their own or for a living-see I,ve been doing just that and I am now at the point of embedding and attaching and connecting the media and links and tabs and buttons and apps needed to make it a viable and stimulating and ,I hope,a satisfying space to visit.By one of those vortices of happenstance which have been the de facto default setting of my life lately I find myself with my own Internet Radio Station fully featured and with all the required software and support ,a situation devoutly wished for but a little fu
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WHO does this hyperbole driven punk think he is?
thank you so much for the fav!^^ 
Thanks for fav :)

I have extended my gallery on FB and I would be very glad if you visit me! here you have the link:

www.facebook.com/clalepa

Thanks and regards from Spain,

C
Thank you for the :+fav:
Thanks for the fav~
Thank You Very much for the Watch!